When a Song HITS you....

I know I just wrote a blog about music yesterday, but have you ever heard a song that just *hits* you? It's like the song was written for you and the words describe how you are feeling better than you ever could. I know this happens to me ALL the time, and I heard a song the other day and it kinda just hit home. I have been so torn this past week and I'm just not sure what I want anymore. My life is amazing, but sometimes I just feel like I'm standing on the sidelines watching everyone else's dreams come true and nothing good ever happens to me. It's not like I'm really complaining b/c I know that everything happens for a reason, it just gets hard sometimes. The words to this song by the Wreckers was amazingly true, I don't know, it seems a little harsh, but it rings true for me right now. So, here they are :

I want to paint my face

And pretend that I am someone else

Sometimes I get so fed up

I don't even want to look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I hate the way you look at me I have to say

I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start

You might think it's easy being me

You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking

In the middle of the night

And then it hits me and I can't

Even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine

I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time

And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths

I'm not strong enough to deal with it

I am slowly falling apart I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start

You might think it's easy being me

You just stand still, look pretty